I think this thread is going never to be outdated, so I don't need to bother to get accused for practicing digitally voodoo magic.
So well, here it is^^^. If someone (by some miracle) would find himself having a crush on me
, wanted bang me, marry me or just have sex just for fun-there's a best manual/compendium of handling Nikita ever invented. I'm obviously not as gifted and gorgeous looking as PJ Harvey, but just telling you for a case, lol. (wait, wait, just edited and noticed my avatar has something common with her, wow).
I have to admit/confess, I'm not somehow special versed in music, I'd never dare to claim being a connoisseur in this terms. I'm not any proud owner of 10000 CDs neatly maintained collection or so.
My taste is reportedly being quite decent indeed (well, at least that's what say people who are way more versed than I am), yet my choices are in many ways randomly-
I used to rely rather on what the other minded people recomend and draw from here and there, than aspire to rummage and create my "favorites list" independently.
It happens to me to run across some gold nugget sometimes and this is exactly the case, as I do believe. This is some mindblowing shit, what still wouldn't be working so staggering apart of this video.
I'm completely done with it. I'm stunned. I'm enticed. Amazed. Enamoured. Bursting at the seams. Drooling away. Melting away.
In love?
Hot???
And all of that somehow annoying "rhetorical", so to say, and obviously unrequited, because to whom speciffically should I dedicate my affection?
To Nick Cave? Should I buy, oh pardon, have confused times, print a poster, hang over my bed and keep on masturbate?
Hey, come on, I'm a big girl... To Nick Cave in this particular situation, two-dimensional phantasm on the screen, that sounds and ACTS like an ANSWER to my most intimate dreams?
Well, this option sounds way... ok, a little bit better and more reasonable. More... correctly, closer to how, as I figure, some adult/mature relation between a human being and a WORK OF ART should be looking like/feeling like.
As my friend has introduced me to this song, I liked it, thank to it's sort of gothic, dark/gloomy, nostalgical/atmospherical tone combaining with a morbid point. I caught a glimpse of some resemblance to "My Love For Evermore" by The Hillbilly Moon Explosion with Sparky, what is one of my tops of the top. But that was all about it.
Then I have watched it a little bit meticulously, with no one by my side, and then something clicked. And so it left.
I was like, wtf, could it be, that menopause is knocking to my door (I'm not ready, not wanted to get old as I never have been young for real, did even do these Mother's Little Helpers, Little Yellow Pills that are meant for housewifes, instead, what a lame
) and to top the head off/make matters worse, IT is coming up here playing some childish tricks. Like makes me feel as if I were in a mood to TURN TRICK.
LOL (there're going to possibly be a whole lotta stupid LOL's and emoticons/smilies in this post since I'm feeling like I'm young again)
I have seriously assigned it to I just entered menopause and my body wants me to give it it's "share" before it is getting late.
Or maybe I did taper my methadone dose somehow randomly/unintentionally or someone has cut my shit?
Since I'm on methadone, I'm practically a nun, this shit has deprived-robbed me of my sexual drive,
so what I'm doing here GAZING on this two/couple, following their every move, every touch and every gesture, and finding them so perfectly synchronized and genuine...
What is this long time back forgotten feeling of warmth, excitement, and... tenderness...
The Dictionary defines one of my favourites English phrases ACHINGLY BEAUTIFUL as
"refering to the things that create feeling of wanting something very much but not being able to have it". So, I'd say they're both achingly beautiful, as the song is.
The point is there's seemingly nothing particular happening in this video, still the touches (or BLOWS actually) that never seem to be able to get completed and reach their "destination",
the gestures, that kinda intentionally "miss" each other,
the very "questionable" final kiss, that is not much more than just a promise of something more is gonna happen soon between them, and that could be hardly even call a "kiss"...
(well, I have read the posters debating if they kiss each other or not, seriously), it all makes this video so fucking hot, so mesmerizing... Some of the commenters said that the "sexual tension" is so strong, tangible and obvious that it almost makes him feel a little bit awkward to watch people in such an intimate relation.
I don't mind anything to be vouyeristic, though.
Plus, to make matter worse (or hottier), they are looking exactly like two decadent aristocrat siblings, maybe twins, engaged in incestous love. You may ban me for violation aethical rules or blame me, but I have always been (and still kinda am) getting hots as for incestous love between siblings.
The other day I was completely crazy for Caligula and his sister Drusilla and wanted to call my possibly daughter Drusilla if I only will have any. Thankfully, it didn't work, unless she may cast a spell on me.
I almost could figure how they leave the record studio in an extremely rush and, completely frenzied, tear apart their luxury jackets and shirt for $$$$ on each other in the lift of some exclusive appartment building (it might be as well some shabby skid row hotel, if you ask me).
And then... sigh................deep deep sigh............. I'd rather let the curtain down and may some things left unsaid/pass over.
Everyone has it's own Tale so let your imagination running wild...
WTF is happen to me? I'm not high. I'm in love... KINDA. Don't care about spelling... give a fuck if you're going to tease me or mock me out... It feels as if I came back to my 15s...
Did I get nuts or so?
Have commented on this site more than frequently, you can find me there if you want. I'm the same nikita70 on YouTube.
Your truly (and maybe a little bit more lighthearted and less pompous)
Nikita <3