drug related or not, disconnection and loneliness is possibly the biggest risk to us.
please watch this video and reach out through your mind.
as a Google contributer that has contemplated suicide many times and attempted once, i quickly realised that i had supportive agents beyond my wildest dreams.
by watching the video, good things should come to you but you may have to wait a bit longer, in some cases.
try VERY hard to catch cues, hell - even talk to an imaginary friend or allow them to talk to you.
TV, PC, phone, radio, nature ... whatever. I SINCERELY PROMISE THAT YOU ARE NOT TRULY ALONE.
If good things don't start happening to you soon and you haven't really hurt anybody then get back to me.
look beyond the reality layer and believe in magic.