Been awhile since I've been on here, hospice has it's ups and downs. I have a morphine pump that doses 20ml per hour. The nurse replaces the morphine cartridge when it gets down to only 30ml left, throws the old cartridge away. But me being me, I have to wonder, what could I do with rest? It already pumps the morphine in IM, would the remaining morphine be ok to IV?
The only bad thing is it's impossible to get a rush out of much anymore. I could take 30 30mg morphine pills and feel nothing. Just "existing" in this state of limbo waiting to die sucks. So even ODing doesn't really scare me..