What's the worst you've done to get high?

[D_Dreamer11 (OP)]

I'm going in for a Vivitrol shot on Monday (I'm not happy about it but it's gotta be done) and knowing that I would be getting the shot I've done some pretty shitty stuff the past few weeks to get cash (and get high).  This time around I almost destroyed my relationship with my girlfriend of 2.5 years for pulling out ridiculous amounts of money from our joint account... and also throwing the balance way negative.  Have stolen from family members and pawned some stuff I really should not have.  I haven't gone so far as to perform any sexual favors or anything like that.  I haven't been so bad as I have in previous sobriety cycles but still damage has been done.

I'm curious as to how far any of you have gone to get high?

Wish me luck with the shot.  Fucking needle is like 4 inches long....

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[Nasty Sunrise]

I blew 3 dudes once. Was a rough day. Well a rough morning. Had to blow 2 more dudes in the afternoon. High was nice though. Hope u did all the research because I was shooting subs couple days after trying to break through. If you aint 100 percent about it its gonna be living hell. I went straight cold tho no benzos or nothing

[Reezy]

@Nasty Sunrise At first I thought your avatar was a g-string on thighs, then it looked like maybe an arm getting tied off, then i clicked on it LOL.

[nikita70]

Well, I've done few shitty things as a street user...
Everyone of us did, as I guess. I don't trust someone telling me tales about being oh-so-flawless. I generally don't believe in an idea of "junkies innocent" (and even if there're here and there some exceptions, what I don't doubt to exist, I assume they're just to confirm the general rule).
I think my BOTTOM/my WORST is I become so ridiculous CHEAP (or EASY) since I'm getting dopesick, if you get my drift.
I mean, I'm getting "cheap" in sort of "aethical" meaning  more than whatever/anything else.
CHEAP&EASY like being really mean person. Like taking an easy advantage and hurting your loved ones and those who are most vulnerable at the time instead of the strangers (if someone needs to get hurt at all). Like being cowardly. Like nefarious. Like stealing from my own family and trading some "gooddies" for a dope.
CHEAP&EASY like settle for nothing but just jewelry and make them go on the top first, 'cos they are MOST EXPENSIVE and therefore obviously EASIEST to cash.   
EASY like getting the easiest way to get the edge off, instead of just getting laid, lol.
EASY like not having guts enough to get "easy".
Being a BITCH instead become a HOOKER finally and earn for myself.
Performing some CHEAP suicide theatre instead of performing sex.
Freaking out and blackmailing instead of shoplifting.
Asuming that, this ugly guy that has attracted me, compelled to go with him and then "underpaying" really really humbling was that single case I wasn't CHEAP&EASY, lol. OK, at least I was trying to play a fair game.   

Being CHEAP&EASY seems to be the only real lame in this game, if you ask me.
 
...Anyway, looks I'm going never to forget this "giveaway"/"fail" or how it calls, what has happened to me as I took a visit to my relatives for a wedding party. I have run the house to earth, put it upside-down hoping to find something really precious and all I hit was an old, used one walkman (it was 20years before, lol) and some shitty golden chain, very tiny. I did really look for a better score in such a fucking wealthy house, so I put the shit under my hood cursing the damned honeymooners and went down to the car ready to leave... We have just sharing the last "good-bye" as I felt the shitty score literally "melting down"/running down my body with the cold sweat together... After it hits the floor I put it up with an expression I hoped to be a pokerface, pretending it's my property and left as if nothing has happened.
I must have been not too much plausible in my expression  'cos they stopped to invite me at all.
Well, another one example of how thin/CHEAP I was     

[St. Theresa]

Girl either your English got way better or it takes a two day coke binge to finally read them and them make perfect sense. As Always my dear friend your words are art and lovely to read but it's a mind blower reading it like it meant to read and understood. I totally understand your world and your game. Respect woman.

[Chip]

I pawned my ex-partner's costly engagement ring after demanding it back for some 'peanuts' - a few points of meth.

I was gonna get it out but never did and I regret that move so much, it hurts.

petulant behavior. never again.

[Griffin]

One of my top 3's is kinda like what you did chip, I pawned a girlfriends ring that was given to her mom by her dad when they got engaged and after they divorced her dad gave it to her and I didn't get very much for it, I felt horrible I was able to get it out though without her knowing but it was awful.

[thetalkingasshole]

and I didn't get very much for it,

saddest part of the whole story

[Taytoechip]

Easy

[nick]

Lied to loved ones whilst fully appreciating the pain it would cause them.

We have an amazing ability to compartmentalise , rationalise and justify bullshit

[Chip]

one of the best things we can do is to not let our problem affect others, i.e. if it'still all self-contained (as much as possible) then people can't really condemn you.

drugs are the classic conflict of interest.

[Strapped420]

Was in NYC seeing Sub Dr..
Did shit with this dude hwo came up to me let him suck my cock for 60$
feel diusgusted by it now.. Stolen whatever.. Put a gun to my own  head and played russian roulette i guess to show i was in NEED pof bags and pappi gave em to me...
Gave a duded a ride, next thing i know he's shooting out the window at a house... Scariest shit ever..
Robbed houses,,, My boy was OD'ed out he still doesent knoqw but hwen he did his shit, He dell out, i came over and found him liek tghat i had jsut went to McDs doiwn the street to buy him a ice crream whatever the fuck they are., Mcflutty. He had aobut 2k in cash on his bed grabbed a was, Grabbed his sub bottle took 2 out and 2 subutex there were like 30 strips and 10 tex, all in all i got 300$ and the subs.. Feel bad but he be doing some cheap ass shit ALAWAYS.

ugh.
 My gitlfriend who lost her job was brtoke andshti ofund 100$ bill she lost, i snuck in her purse she was so happy as she was telling me on the way back to my ohuse how happy she was i had my hand in the purse it was night time she dident notice since driving i took it...
She freaked,, Next morning i told her htat id ofund it in my driveway but fucked up my lie somehow she knew but hasent said a word aobut it to this day. I havre her 30$ back the next day,,,

[Taytoechip]

Was in NYC seeing Sub Dr..
Did shit with this dude hwo came up to me let him suck my cock for 60$
feel diusgusted by it now.. Stolen whatever.. Put a gun to my own  head and played russian roulette i guess to show i was in NEED pof bags and pappi gave em to me...
Gave a duded a ride, next thing i know he's shooting out the window at a house... Scariest shit ever..
Robbed houses,,, My boy was OD'ed out he still doesent knoqw but hwen he did his shit, He dell out, i came over and found him liek tghat i had jsut went to McDs doiwn the street to buy him a ice crream whatever the fuck they are., Mcflutty. He had aobut 2k in cash on his bed grabbed a was, Grabbed his sub bottle took 2 out and 2 subutex there were like 30 strips and 10 tex, all in all i got 300$ and the subs.. Feel bad but he be doing some cheap ass shit ALAWAYS.

ugh.
 My gitlfriend who lost her job was brtoke andshti ofund 100$ bill she lost, i snuck in her purse she was so happy as she was telling me on the way back to my ohuse how happy she was i had my hand in the purse it was night time she dident notice since driving i took it...
She freaked,, Next morning i told her htat id ofund it in my driveway but fucked up my lie somehow she knew but hasent said a word aobut it to this day. I havre her 30$ back the next day,,,

You win

[Strapped420]

What is fucked is 4 days ago is the kid who i took the 2 subs and tex from and cash  I OD;ed off 3 fent bags i had taken sub that day andd justdropped... He saved my life i think by slipping a half sub under my tongue when i dropped.But he got that bread back that i took cus he had a 100$ worth of meph/Bathsalt and he sold me 30 bucks worth ATLEAST 10 times ATLEAST!!!!! just 2 ,oomnths ago and all shti i get off this dude but still it is fucked up and i feel bad im benzod out so i guess its easier to tlak aobut it... Trust. Some that shit makes me went to hang it up. Im nto gna bull and keep shit everyone has secrets,, Theres more there's ALWASY more u all aint sharing em yet some of you. We all did hsit if we were actually that desperate that bottom the life of chaos that addiction brings u dont have any options besides get clean but htats SO easy to do. Dont wanyt to be hated he asked worst htign ya did i answered shitt.

Got few more but they are bad.

[Guts]

Where do you find these guys? I'd let a guy pay me to let them suck my dick and I'm straight... that sounds like a business plan.