dopetalk does not endorse any advertised product nor does it accept any liability for it's use or misuse

This website has run out of funding so feel free to contribute if you can afford it (see footer)

Author Topic: so I had my first real deal overdose  (Read 11363 times)

Offline gutterslut (OP)

  • Regular
  • *
  • Join Date: Aug 2015
  • Location:
  • Posts: 42
  • Reputation Power: 2
  • gutterslut is new on the scene.
  • Gender: Female
  • Last Login:November 07, 2017, 02:13:40 AM
    • cute cat videos!
so I had my first real deal overdose
« on: September 30, 2015, 10:00:16 AM »
I've passed out and probably overdosed many times but this time I actually went all the way. I've been clean for some time now with the exception of a few one time use relapses so I had no tolerance. I should've known to go easy because the powder was so light colored,  instead of the typical brown I see. I did the shot, felt a decent rush, and continued driving to my destination.  last thing I remember. they said I was passed out at a stop light,  foot on brake pedal, not responding and lips/ears blue. I woke up at the hospital,  on the ventilator,  and strapped to a bed. it should be a more shocking experience to me but I'm just glad to be typing this to you fine people. God was looking after me that day.
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
I need music to set me free, to let me bleed

Offline theSWPK

  • Oxymorphone Overlord
  • Sr. Member
  • ****
  • SA_Chat+
  • **
  • Join Date: Jun 2015
  • Location: Missississississippi
  • Posts: 827
  • Reputation Power: 36
  • theSWPK is working their way up.theSWPK is working their way up.theSWPK is working their way up.
  • Gender: Male
  • Last Login:April 19, 2021, 12:59:03 PM
  • Welcome to active addiction!
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #1 on: September 30, 2015, 10:15:37 AM »
Oh man, wow. I'm glad you're here posting with us. If your ever in the situation to do dope with a similar tolerance, or lack thereof,  you should use a buddy system. I call a friend and ask them if they'd call an am ulance if I don't call back in 10 minutes and tell them my location and car description if I'm fixing in a parking lot near you.

Once again I'm glad you're here and OK.


Edit: What area of the nation are you in? Just curious what kind of dope you're getting? Crumbled tar powder or ecp?
« Last Edit: September 30, 2015, 10:47:10 AM by theSWPK »
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
Now fixing in a parking lot near you!







"And you dont know my complexity." - Riddick

Offline gutterslut (OP)

  • Regular
  • *
  • Join Date: Aug 2015
  • Location:
  • Posts: 42
  • Reputation Power: 2
  • gutterslut is new on the scene.
  • Gender: Female
  • Last Login:November 07, 2017, 02:13:40 AM
    • cute cat videos!
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #2 on: September 30, 2015, 10:33:26 AM »
"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
I need music to set me free, to let me bleed

Offline Anti-hero

  • Next Level Idiot
  • Sr. Member
  • ****
  • SA_Chat+
  • **
  • Join Date: May 2015
  • Location:
  • Posts: 886
  • Reputation Power: 30
  • Anti-hero is working their way up.Anti-hero is working their way up.Anti-hero is working their way up.
  • Last Login:February 10, 2019, 04:20:41 AM
  • Can't get high or you will die or you'll die
    • Head don't give a shit
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #3 on: September 30, 2015, 10:49:50 AM »
"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words

More of agurment to end this stupid "DRUG WAR"
if you use you are a out cast.
No ryme or reason for that
I am glad you are safe
Please keep us updated
If you cant find a resonable using buddy
then find someone who you can call
Befor and after
Please try and keep your self safe
Iam kinda getting attached to you
selfish I know.

To many crazy fla people stories
and you are the ambasitdor

I know my spelling is fucked
but not as bad as you fla people

In all seriusness.
KEEP YOURSELF SAFE
we like you we really do
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
Scared to death
No reason why
Do one another
To get me by
Think about the things I said
Read the page it's cold and dead

Offline suboxstitute

  • Full Member
  • ***
  • Join Date: Jun 2015
  • Location: Upper Midwest
  • Posts: 219
  • Reputation Power: 12
  • suboxstitute is new on the scene.
  • Gender: Female
  • Last Login:April 06, 2021, 01:44:25 PM
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #4 on: September 30, 2015, 10:58:08 AM »
"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words


So glad you're OK.  Understand secret using...   After this happened is it still a secret?  I've never had a real OD but when I was using heavily the husband found me passed out on my computer keyboard more than once . .   I'd nod right down... and have the "mark of the keyboard" on my forehead.   No denying it then.
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society."

Jiddu Krishnamurti, Indian philosopher 1895-1986

Offline gutterslut (OP)

  • Regular
  • *
  • Join Date: Aug 2015
  • Location:
  • Posts: 42
  • Reputation Power: 2
  • gutterslut is new on the scene.
  • Gender: Female
  • Last Login:November 07, 2017, 02:13:40 AM
    • cute cat videos!
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #5 on: September 30, 2015, 11:26:04 AM »
"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words

More of agurment to end this stupid "DRUG WAR"
if you use you are a out cast.
No ryme or reason for that
I am glad you are safe
Please keep us updated
If you cant find a resonable using buddy
then find someone who you can call
Befor and after
Please try and keep your self safe
Iam kinda getting attached to you
selfish I know.

To many crazy fla people stories
and you are the ambasitdor

I know my spelling is fucked
but not as bad as you fla people

In all seriusness.
KEEP YOURSELF SAFE
we like you we really do

ayeee I appreciate your concern hun.  where are you from anyways? guess some place where white girls aren't overdosing at stop lights in the hood.

"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words


So glad you're OK.  Understand secret using...   After this happened is it still a secret?  I've never had a real OD but when I was using heavily the husband found me passed out on my computer keyboard more than once . .   I'd nod right down... and have the "mark of the keyboard" on my forehead.   No denying it then.

definitely no secret.  doctor called my mom and said I may have brain damage when I came out of it.
lol @ mark of the keyboard.  I seem to favor floors when I pass out.
- nice username btw
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
I need music to set me free, to let me bleed

Offline Anti-hero

  • Next Level Idiot
  • Sr. Member
  • ****
  • SA_Chat+
  • **
  • Join Date: May 2015
  • Location:
  • Posts: 886
  • Reputation Power: 30
  • Anti-hero is working their way up.Anti-hero is working their way up.Anti-hero is working their way up.
  • Last Login:February 10, 2019, 04:20:41 AM
  • Can't get high or you will die or you'll die
    • Head don't give a shit
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #6 on: September 30, 2015, 11:39:16 AM »
"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words

More of agurment to end this stupid "DRUG WAR"
if you use you are a out cast.
No ryme or reason for that
I am glad you are safe
Please keep us updated
If you cant find a resonable using buddy
then find someone who you can call
Befor and after
Please try and keep your self safe
Iam kinda getting attached to you
selfish I know.

To many crazy fla people stories
and you are the ambasitdor

I know my spelling is fucked
but not as bad as you fla people

In all seriusness.
KEEP YOURSELF SAFE
we like you we really do

ayeee I appreciate your concern hun.  where are you from anyways? guess some place where white girls aren't overdosing at stop lights in the hood.

"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words


So glad you're OK.  Understand secret using...   After this happened is it still a secret?  I've never had a real OD but when I was using heavily the husband found me passed out on my computer keyboard more than once . .   I'd nod right down... and have the "mark of the keyboard" on my forehead.   No denying it then.

definitely no secret.  doctor called my mom and said I may have brain damage when I came out of it.
lol @ mark of the keyboard.  I seem to favor floors when I pass out.
- nice username btw

yea suboxatute is a great user name
thats what they should have names the drug

thats fucked up that the dr outed you like that
I mean didnt you already have brain damage
(thats what I heard ever since the day I was born)
great song.
I relly am glad you are safe ;D[size=36pt][color=beige][size=36pt]I AM REALLY GLAD YOU ARE SAFE[/size] RELLY GLAD YOU ARE SAFE[/color][/size]WikiPlease note that every thing else I was kidding
thats how I handle
shockin news
« Last Edit: September 30, 2015, 11:45:24 AM by hero 1 »
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
Scared to death
No reason why
Do one another
To get me by
Think about the things I said
Read the page it's cold and dead

Offline puppy

  • Full Member
  • ***
  • SA_Chat+
  • **
  • Join Date: May 2015
  • Location: Virginia
  • Posts: 213
  • Reputation Power: 18
  • puppy is new on the scene.
  • Gender: Female
  • Last Login:December 06, 2019, 07:10:37 AM
  • Miss you Chem...
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #7 on: September 30, 2015, 12:14:34 PM »
Scary shit...so glad you're ok...sorry the damn dr outed you hope that doesn't cause too much trouble for you...
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions

Offline suboxstitute

  • Full Member
  • ***
  • Join Date: Jun 2015
  • Location: Upper Midwest
  • Posts: 219
  • Reputation Power: 12
  • suboxstitute is new on the scene.
  • Gender: Female
  • Last Login:April 06, 2021, 01:44:25 PM
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #8 on: September 30, 2015, 12:55:56 PM »
So sorry you had to be outed to your mom; hope things are OK as possible given the circumstances.

Thanx for the warm fuzzies re: the user name.  :)    I joined my first "drug" board (opiophile) back in 2007 when I'd just started on subs. 
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society."

Jiddu Krishnamurti, Indian philosopher 1895-1986

Offline Spore

  • Drexciyan Warrior
  • Regular
  • *
  • Join Date: Aug 2015
  • Location:
  • Posts: 31
  • Reputation Power: 3
  • Spore is new on the scene.
  • Gender: Male
  • Last Login:April 30, 2019, 05:33:18 AM
  • I, a Universe of atoms, an atom in the Universe...
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #9 on: September 30, 2015, 09:14:26 PM »
So glad your ok! I miss you.

Offline gutterslut (OP)

  • Regular
  • *
  • Join Date: Aug 2015
  • Location:
  • Posts: 42
  • Reputation Power: 2
  • gutterslut is new on the scene.
  • Gender: Female
  • Last Login:November 07, 2017, 02:13:40 AM
    • cute cat videos!
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #10 on: September 30, 2015, 09:25:04 PM »
yeah, sucks the doc had to scare her like that but she would've had to of been told anyways. the dope in Florida is much more potent than just 6+ months ago,  lesson learned.  thanks for all your kind words

spore - hit me up sometime
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
I need music to set me free, to let me bleed

Offline Sand and Water

  • Sr. Member
  • ****
  • Join Date: Aug 2015
  • Location: Eastern US
  • Posts: 596
  • Reputation Power: 0
  • Sand and Water has hidden their reputation power
  • Gender: Female
  • Last Login:March 16, 2016, 06:27:41 AM
  • Welcome to our community forum ...
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #11 on: September 30, 2015, 09:47:49 PM »
Wow, so glad you came out of it with no brain damage--thats scary stuff. Hope the mom thing isn't too stressful or a big hassle. Please STAY safe now that you know its a lot more potent right now, ok?
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

Offline Zoops

  • Filius non bonum de canis femina.
  • Deceased
  • Hero Member
  • *****
  • Join Date: May 2015
  • Location: Nodsville-on-Patawomeck, Virginia, USA
  • Posts: 1729
  • Reputation Power: 58
  • Zoops has got loads of potential.Zoops has got loads of potential.Zoops has got loads of potential.Zoops has got loads of potential.Zoops has got loads of potential.
  • Gender: Male
  • Last Login:September 29, 2017, 04:49:02 AM
  • Keeping the wolves at bay with a sharp stick.
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #12 on: October 02, 2015, 01:53:24 AM »
I had something similar happen once. Back in Summer '97 (before some o y'all was even BONE!), I bought a GHB "kit" off the internet. It arrived and I mixed up the two ingredients in my grandma's garage, diluted it to like 1 liter of solution. I figured I could take like 2 capfuls every dose.

Well, long story short, I ended up passed out at a stoplight in Arlington, VA, with a cop tapping on my window with his flashlight. I pulled up and off the side of the road, and got out. Sort of passed out on the curb waiting for the ambulance. They didn't find anything in my urine or blood, because a. They weren't looking for GHB, and b. GHB is metabolized in one's body just like alcohol - like a carbohydrate, into  water and CO2.

Had to lie to doctors for about five years after that shit, about taking seizure medicine and other shit, having forms signed by doctors and forwarded to DMV every six months. They thought it was a SEIZURE that I had had!

So yeah, I can relate.

Oh, and when I went to retrieve my car from the impound lot, the bottle of GHB was still in the backpack I had sitting on the back seat! Dumb motherfuckers. They could've had a case they might have been able write up for the "Annals of Drug Enforcement" or some shit, but no such luck for da police in that case.
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
"The future ain't what it used to be."
"When you come to a fork in the road, take it."
"You can observe a lot just by watching."
- Yogi Berra

"Drugs are so fucking good....that they'll ruin your life."
- Louis C.K.

Offline St. Theresa

  • Sr. Member
  • ****
  • Join Date: May 2015
  • Location:
  • Posts: 696
  • Reputation Power: 0
  • St. Theresa has hidden their reputation power
  • Last Login:April 06, 2018, 09:37:13 PM
  • Welcome to our community forum ...
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #13 on: October 02, 2015, 02:24:12 AM »
I had something similar happen once. Back in Summer '97 (before some o y'all was even BONE!), I bought a GHB "kit" off the internet. It arrived and I mixed up the two ingredients in my grandma's garage, diluted it to like 1 liter of solution. I figured I could take like 2 capfuls every dose.

Well, long story short, I ended up passed out at a stoplight in Arlington, VA, with a cop tapping on my window with his flashlight. I pulled up and off the side of the road, and got out. Sort of passed out on the curb waiting for the ambulance. They didn't find anything in my urine or blood, because a. They weren't looking for GHB, and b. GHB is metabolized in one's body just like alcohol - like a carbohydrate, into  water and CO2.

Had to lie to doctors for about five years after that shit, about taking seizure medicine and other shit, having forms signed by doctors and forwarded to DMV every six months. They thought it was a SEIZURE that I had had!

So yeah, I can relate.

Oh, and when I went to retrieve my car from the impound lot, the bottle of GHB was still in the backpack I had sitting on the back seat! Dumb motherfuckers. They could've had a case they might have been able write up for the "Annals of Drug Enforcement" or some shit, but no such luck for da police in that case.

Im sorry that happened zoops but I had to lol, cause that story is pretty damn funny. Only you, man. :P



Gutterslut...you've out done yourself. ...next time I'm in Florida we have to overdose together...:)


I'm just kidding people!!!
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
I'll show you politics in America. Here it is, right here. "I think the puppet on the right shares my beliefs."
"I think the puppet on the left is more to my liking."
"Hey, wait a minute, there's one guy holding out both puppets!"
"Shut up! Go back to bed, America. Your government is in control."-BH

Offline Chip

  • Server Admin
  • Hero Member
  • *****
  • Administrator
  • *****
  • Join Date: Dec 2014
  • Location: Australia
  • Posts: 6509
  • Reputation Power: 0
  • Chip has hidden their reputation power
  • Gender: Male
  • Last Login:October 14, 2021, 09:08:18 AM
  • Deeply Confused Learner
  • Profession: IT Engineer
Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
« Reply #14 on: November 09, 2015, 10:52:14 PM »
*bump*

a timely reminder of why you should buddy up (it could even be done by mobile phone and if you become unresponsive after a fat shot then your conversation partner can call 911 or 000 or whatever it be) or be very afraid !
friendly
0
funny
0
informative
0
agree
0
disagree
0
like
0
dislike
0
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
No reactions
I do not condone or support any illegal activities. All information is for theoretical discussion and wonder.
All activities discussed are considered fictional and hypothetical. Information of all discussion has been derived from online research and in the spirit of personal Freedom.

Tags:
 

Related Topics

  Subject / Started by Replies Last post
0 Replies
2775 Views
Last post September 19, 2015, 01:33:09 PM
by Chip
24 Replies
9939 Views
Last post November 02, 2015, 11:13:38 PM
by BamaPainGurl
12 Replies
5366 Views
Last post April 21, 2017, 01:27:39 AM
by 6-mam
0 Replies
2120 Views
Last post September 25, 2017, 08:22:40 PM
by Chip
2 Replies
2156 Views
Last post July 25, 2018, 09:08:01 AM
by Chip
0 Replies
1906 Views
Last post August 20, 2018, 07:41:43 AM
by Chip
0 Replies
405 Views
Last post November 12, 2018, 08:51:32 AM
by Chip
1 Replies
1488 Views
Last post May 26, 2019, 07:08:15 AM
by Chip
0 Replies
1100 Views
Last post November 29, 2019, 02:32:37 AM
by Chip
0 Replies
280 Views
Last post June 08, 2021, 01:52:02 AM
by Chip


dopetalk does not endorse any advertised product nor does it accept any liability for it's use or misuse





TERMS AND CONDITIONS

In no event will d&u or any person involved in creating, producing, or distributing site information be liable for any direct, indirect, incidental, punitive, special or consequential damages arising out of the use of or inability to use d&u. You agree to indemnify and hold harmless d&u, its domain founders, sponsors, maintainers, server administrators, volunteers and contributors from and against all liability, claims, damages, costs and expenses, including legal fees, that arise directly or indirectly from the use of any part of the d&u site.


TO USE THIS WEBSITE YOU MUST AGREE TO THE TERMS AND CONDITIONS ABOVE


Founded December 2014
SimplePortal 2.3.6 © 2008-2014, SimplePortal