that good ole plastic bed

[Thoms (OP)]

Fuck man. Im sick as fuck trying to quit, broke as shit, tears running down my face from pain. I just took more lope and like 5 er six mg of k pin. Ive gone from shooting 180 to 210 mgs of morphine (with some big ass barrels lol) down a good long way but dope sick is dope sick. I think i just needed to get that out. It just sucks to pay that piper when you know you have to stop hell youve known it for prolly 8 months. . thanks for listen.

[NZniceguy]

Just keep up with the comfort meds as best you can and try to wear yourself out so that sleep may come easier. I may be telling you stuff you already know but I didnt know what else to say other than good on you mate, I admire anyone who has the willpower to withdrawl voluntarily.

I hope it gets easier soon my friend!

[Illadelph215]

Sure you've heard it all before and been here before but good luck man. Paying the piper is right but try to keep your mind occupied as best you can. Pod casts always helped me since I didn't even want to look at a TV. Listening to YouTube pod casts is my go to...Joe Rogan etc. you got this.

[Lolleedee]

I have nothing great to add here except that I have been there many, many times and the pain is horrible!  I feel for you and wish I could take away the pain!  Hang in there!  I admire your strength...I just said fuck it and ran to the clinic!  I hope the sickness eases quickly!

[Anti-hero]

@Thoms
Man I really hate to hear that.Do you have anymore comfort meds
Have you tried to add a little robotussin(sic)
That helps was just talking to head this morning
About you and andi
Because  of the marriage post
I wish I could swoop in and save the day I would.

[Thoms (OP)]

Thanks guys i was just frantic last night hurting times 100. Plus knowing i got worse to go through made it hard. Yeah my and Andi just bought a bad ass car together. The joke was thats like a marriage for two divorced people lol

[Griffin]

I would also use tylenol or another anti inflammatory med to help with the hot/cold sweats and some of the pain. It definitely helps, it's not as good as clonidine but it is better than nothing. Also flexeril and gabapentin are good for some people, if you can get your hands on any of those. I have heard flexiril(cyclobenzaprine) can make it worse but it always made it better for me and helped me sleep. I know you probably don't want to eat or can't hold anything down but things like chocolate, vitamins, and bananas help a little bit also. Good luck and I hope your getting near the end of it, hold strong and keep your eye on the prize. If you do end up using again don't even take half of what you were taking before people don't realize how fast tolerance drops but even after a day your tolerance drops quickly.



Griffin

[Thoms (OP)]

Yeah i was eating soma like tic tacs. Flexaril is worse than wds for me with the pain it causes. 800 mg ibp.s are on board. Yeah the tolly drops are great. We will be careful though for sure. Fuck i miss morphine lol. That image of pulling up through the cotton just relays in my head. Ive kicked a lot but this is the first time kicking the rigs too.. That obviously adds to it. I wanted to bang anything last night but thought better of it thankfully.


Oh yeah hero i got lope and some benzos., nsaids, no more soma though. If we had the money an order from mu would be on the way. But we are addicts so money isnt something we normally have

[theSWPK]

Have you tried to add a little robotussin(sic)

Adding a LOT works much better.

[nick]

I hope you pain passes quickly.

[Opus]

Try to keep in mind that any progress, is progress. You can't always eat the whole banana in one bite, sometimes it takes a few tries, but every bite counts..

'luck with it.. I'm on the slower version of the same ride, once again.

[Thoms (OP)]

The 100mg abg gods smiled on us so hopefully it doesnt set me back to far. I know it will but the fight to get is still there.

[Jega]

[Thoms (OP)]

Thanks jega bro. Not really my type of music but i since the sincerity of it across the net and thats what matters. A lot of failures happen. But today we start again. 9.5 hours and we start again. Much love.

[theSWPK]

I was totally serious about the dextromethorphan.

Dissociative anaesthetics wont make the wd's go away, but they will make YOU go away.

I've used DXM, Methoxetamine, Methoxydine (4-meo-pcp - the best one IMO).
Even Ether.
Going to the dentist just to get some relief with the nitrous and leave this hell of a physical world for a little while.

I've even used compressed air propellant when my legs were at their worst.