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« Last post by sarcoth on January 16, 2026, 04:27:19 PM »
I hadn't used meth in years and didn't use really heavily then just mainly one or two weekends a month for a few months of the year scattered across a 2 year span. That was before I've gotten a random delivery from the dope fairy twice now when I've found random (or as random as working at a cheap hotel with number of meth users around can be. I kinda feel it's a karmic reward for cleaning up after the nasty guests) ice now in the last couple weeks. First time was a little bit, like a half gram to 1g, baggy and this time it was probably around an 1/8 Oz best guess (sorry not the most experienced at judging the weight of powder.)
The first one I had a light bulb i carved up into a bowl after did a little sample toot in my nose to see if it was what I thought it was and after I didn't feel any fent in it.
gave up on trying to use foil before I drilled out a light bulb to use. It smoked great in my light bulb bowl crystals on the glass all around my little crystal i dropped in it bubbled up and rolled around the bulb fine nice and smooth, not sluggish, it was like water without much flavor either. I got a stout kind of buzz off that little baggy the size of a postage stamp overall a pretty good Friday night and I worked during the day and was asleep Saturday night working Monday morning no problem. It had me up all night the first night Friday and into the evening Saturday the next day until I didn't really have to much of a problem eventually dozing off more like too much coffee and energy drinks before bed than any kind of high. With plenty of energy not a lot of the euphoria/twitchy short attention span I'd feel around 5 to 6 years ago when I last smoked any of it. Back then I think it was a stouter product cause I'd have all the energy of a rabid squirrel and the attention span of a gold fish.
This second batch I found I went out and got an actual glass pipe. And it seems like it's weaker than the one I had a couple weeks ago. The crystals themselves look good like text book ice. Thing is it doesn't crack back and crystallize like the last little sack did and doesn't seem to hit as hard either. The first couple hits it felt like it was going to be good I was working my jaw and couldn't sit still and felt social. since those first good hits though I dunno if the crystals I've been picking have more cut or what cause none of them look different, but they're not as stout as the first couple hits. So far every hit when I put the lighter to it there's no crackback to speak of it frosts the bowl and stem up white residue that will melt with heat and with little snow flake looking spots in places and the puddle doesn't look very crystal like at all just like some little bitty yellowish grainy crystalish residue in a puddle. It gets like water rolling around in the bowl before it solidifies and it doesn't burn up/caramelize with a Bic lighter and I haven't used the torch on it at all since it smokes up plenty with just my regular cigarette lighter.
Is my best bet to later today when I can get some Epsom salts and dry them out and then use them to dry out some acetone and wash it really thoroughly? I want it to have an actual kick and not waste a bunch of it burning it up and not getting a good buzz. matter of fact shortly after I post this I'm going to crash out for work tomorrow and I don't feel like I'll have too much trouble dozing off and I just found that second batch today and smoked a bowl around lunch and hit it a few times off and on since then. I was hoping with this batch I could use it to take my mind off craving 7hydroxy I've been taking too much of cause with the first little baggy I found I barely touched it at all that weekend and didn't start to feel twitchy like I would have without smoking the ice.
Edit: as a side note this second batch so far hasn't tried to burn up in the bowl at all unlike every other time I've had any. Even under just the heat from a bic every other time I've smoked it by now there would be a little bit of blackish/burnt up residue in the bowl around the edges of the puddle or just anywhere on the bowl where it would get thin on the heat.
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« Last post by Chip on December 31, 2025, 11:35:30 AM »
I found several including from Amazon, testclear.com and 4uhealth.com. I suggest using ChatGPT as I did and state your location. For more details of go to the links above and check them out. Here is the reply from my query to ChatGPT: Here are real options in the USA if you want to test urine at home for opiates (which includes hydromorphone metabolites):
ScreenClear 9‑Panel Urine Drug Test Kit Cup
ScreenClear 6‑Panel Urine Drug Test Kit
$15.10 • Oz Drug Tests
$7.15 • Oz Drug Tests
🔎 Quick overview
ScreenClear 9‑Panel Urine Drug Test Kit Cup – Multi-panel test in a cup format you can use at home. Typical panel includes opiates (OPI) which will react if hydromorphone metabolites are present above the cutoff.
ScreenClear 6‑Panel Urine Drug Test Kit – Cheaper/basic option. Detects standard drug panels including opiates (codeine/morphine/hydrocodone/hydromorphone in many opiate panels). � testclear.com
SoberGuard 6 Urine Drug Test Dip Card – Dip card style (not a cup) with multiple panels, including opiates. Good if you want separate test lines per substance. Notes on hydromorphone detection
Standard “opiates” immunoassay panels on over-the-counter kits do include hydromorphone metabolites in their cross-reactive group at typical cutoffs, so they’ll likely show positive if there’s enough in urine. � testclear.com
These kits don’t measure concentration — only “present/absent” above a cutoff. They’re for personal/peace-of-mind use, not legal, employment, or clinical diagnostics. For confirmed quantitative results, a lab test (like LC-MS/MS) would be needed. �
4U Health Inc.
Where you can buy
You can order these kits online from major retailers (Amazon, Oz Drug Tests, drug testing supply stores) and have them shipped to the USA. Most ship either directly or through third-party sellers — just check the listing for delivery details. If you need something that’s specifically designed to detect hydromorphone (not just the opiates panel), the only options are lab-based confirmatory tests (ordered through a clinic or lab service), not typical over-the-counter strips. � mml.testcatalog.org
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Does anyone know where I can get an at home urine test for Hydromorphone?
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« Last post by Chip on December 21, 2025, 04:22:43 PM »
Modification Update Version Checker v1.1 https://custom.simplemachines.org/index.php?mod=4335Automaticlly checks if there are new versions of modifications that you have installed. Adds a system to auto check for updates for modifications that are installed from simplemachines.org mod site. Display latest updates for mods in the admin dashboard, and browse packages page. Updates can be run manually via the Check for Modifications Update button in the browse packages area or automatically via the scheduled task that runs once a day by default.
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« Last post by smfadmin on December 21, 2025, 03:36:17 PM »
⚖️ Comprehensive Harm‑Reduction Overview: Stopping Clopixol Depot (Zuclopenthixol Decanoate) PurposeThis post compiles general patterns reported by individuals who discontinue a long‑acting antipsychotic depot. It is descriptive, not prescriptive. Experiences vary widely depending on dose, duration, metabolism, stress load, and individual neurochemistry. ✅ Potential Benefits of Discontinuation1. Reduced Sedation & Cognitive Drag- Less daytime fatigue
- Sharper cognition and faster processing
- Improved reaction time
- Better initiative and drive
2. Reduction in Extrapyramidal Symptoms (EPS)- Less rigidity or stiffness
- Reduced tremor
- Less akathisia
- Improved motor fluidity
3. Emotional “Unflattening”- More emotional range
- Less blunting
- Improved libido
- Better reward sensitivity and motivation
4. Increased Autonomy & Self‑Management- No depot appointments
- More control over neurochemistry
- Ability to fine‑tune personal regimen based on lived experience
5. Reduced Pharmacological Load- Lower anticholinergic burden
- Reduced metabolic drag
- Less prolactin elevation
- Lower cardiovascular strain
⚠️ Risks of Discontinuation1. Return of Underlying Symptoms- Psychosis
- Paranoia
- Agitation
- Sleep disruption
- Disorganized or intrusive thinking
Note: Depot fade is slow. Relapse can occur 2–8 weeks after the last injection.2. Rebound / Withdrawal‑Like Effects- Anxiety
- Restlessness
- Insomnia
- Irritability
- Transient dysphoria
3. Withdrawal Dyskinesia (Uncommon)- Involuntary movements
- Facial/tongue movements
- Typically temporary
4. Loss of Protective Buffer- Reduced mood stabilization
- Loss of anti‑agitation effect
- No antipsychotic coverage during stressors
5. Increased Sensitivity to Other Substances- Stimulants may feel stronger
- GABAergic rebound may be more pronounced
- THC can become destabilizing
🧠 Neutral / Individual‑Dependent Factors- Sleep quality
- Appetite
- Stress tolerance
- Emotional intensity
- Impulse control
🗓️ Timeline: Commonly Reported Patterns After Stopping a DepotWeek 0–1: Immediate Post‑Depot Period- Depot still active; plasma levels decline slowly.
- Most people feel no major change yet.
- Sedation, EPS, and emotional blunting remain largely unchanged.
- Some report subtle increases in alertness or energy.
Week 2–3: Early Fade Phase- Sedation may begin to lighten.
- Cognitive clarity may improve slightly.
- EPS (if present) may start to ease.
- Some individuals report mild restlessness or sleep changes.
- Underlying symptoms typically remain stable due to residual depot effect.
Week 4–5: Mid‑Fade Window- Noticeable reduction in sedation for many.
- Emotional range may increase (“unflattening”).
- Motor side‑effects often continue improving.
- Some may experience transient anxiety, irritability, or sleep disruption as dopamine blockade decreases.
- This is often the earliest point where underlying symptoms may begin to re‑emerge in sensitive individuals.
Week 6–8: Late Fade / Vulnerability Window- Depot effect significantly reduced.
- Cognitive sharpness and motivation may increase further.
- Emotional intensity may feel stronger — positive or negative.
- Some individuals report rebound‑type effects (restlessness, insomnia, agitation).
- This is the period where relapse risk is typically highest if underlying symptoms were previously controlled by the depot.
- Rarely, withdrawal dyskinesia may appear as dopamine receptors re‑sensitize.
Week 9–12: Post‑Depot Baseline Emerges- Most or all pharmacological effect has worn off.
- Side‑effects (sedation, EPS, blunting) are usually minimal or gone.
- Neurochemistry stabilizes into a new baseline.
- Underlying symptoms — if they return — often do so in this window.
- Sensitivity to stimulants, THC, and GABAergic agents may be higher than before.
3 Months and Beyond- Long‑term baseline becomes clearer.
- Some individuals feel significantly better without the depot.
- Others may experience recurring symptoms depending on stress load and personal history.
- Motor and cognitive improvements (if any) tend to plateau.
📌 Summary (SMF‑Compatible Header Simulation)Cognition- Benefit: Sharper, less sedated
- Risk: Possible agitation or insomnia
Motor System- Benefit: Less EPS
- Risk: Withdrawal dyskinesia (rare)
Emotion- Benefit: More range, less blunting
- Risk: Mood instability
Psychosis Risk- Benefit: —
- Risk: Relapse risk increases
Autonomy- Benefit: Full control
- Risk: Loss of safety buffer
Pharmacology- Benefit: Reduced anticholinergic load
- Risk: Dopamine rebound effects
Notes- Depot pharmacokinetics vary; some people metabolize faster or slower.
- Stress, sleep, substance use, and environment strongly influence outcomes.
- This post is descriptive, not advisory.
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« Last post by smfadmin on December 19, 2025, 10:39:35 AM »
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. No man wants a woman who is accessible to every man.
2. You will reach the age where you can easily tell that the relationship is not going to work just by the conversation.
3. If you have to beg someone to do the bare minimum for you and if you have to keep telling them how you deserved to be treated better then for goodness sake. LEAVE. It's not worth your peace.
4. Don’t ignore the red flags you see at the beginning. The red flags you ignore trying to see the good in people WILL cost you later.
5. Just because a person keeps you around doesn’t mean they love you; remember, people, buy cats just to get rid of rats.
6. If SEX is all you are about in a relationship, then it means you are actually empty. A healthy relationship is about purpose! Sharing visions and values together.
7. In life, you need to learn to stop opening doors for toxic people and giving them room in your mind, and calling it "seeking closure!" You're delaying your healing process.
8. Avoid the damaged, the unhappy, and the unlucky.
9. Anger opens the mouth and shuts the mind. Control your. Anger so that you can think fast and get solution to what cause your anger
10. As a woman, understand that men will say and do anything to sleep with you. Look at the actions, don’t be blinded by words. Anyone can talk a good game, but it takes a real ball player to play.
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« Last post by Chip on December 19, 2025, 04:39:21 AM »
Urine Drug Testing – Cocaine & Methamphetamine (MA)
Scope This page covers typical urine detection windows for cocaine and methamphetamine (MA), including chronic-use scenarios. Times assume standard lab immunoassay cut-offs.
Cocaine
What is detected: • Benzoylecgonine (main metabolite) • Cocaine itself clears very fast
Detection window (urine): • Single / occasional use: 2–3 days • Heavy or repeated use: 5–7 days • Extreme binges (rare): up to 10–14 days
Notes: • Cocaine has one primary metabolite • Short-lived compared to stimulants like MA • Most users are clear within 72 hours
Methamphetamine (MA)
What is detected: • Methamphetamine • Amphetamine (active metabolite – this is the limiter)
Detection window (urine): • Single / light use: 2–4 days • One-day heavy use: 4–6 days • Multi-day binge (2–4 days): 6–8 days • Chronic / high-dose use: 8–10 days • Outliers (daily, long-term use): up to 14 days
Why MA lasts longer than cocaine: • Converts to amphetamine • Amphetamine accumulates with repeated use • Chronic use causes metabolite stacking
Route of Use • IV / smoked: slightly longer tail • Nasal: middle • Oral: slightly shorter Frequency and total dose matter far more than route
Urine pH & Hydration • Alkaline urine = slower excretion • Acidic urine = faster excretion • Labs account for dilution; hydration does not “cheat” tests
Rule of Thumb • Cocaine: usually clear in ≤3 days • MA single use: ~3–4 days • MA binge: ~7 days • MA chronic: 10+ days possible
Important: Long detection times are driven by chronic daily use without breaks, not isolated doses.
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« Last post by Chip on December 09, 2025, 10:16:21 AM »
https://www.wired.com/story/a-fentanyl-vaccine-is-about-to-get-its-first-major-test/?utm_source=nl&utm_brand=wired&utm_mailing=WIR_Science_120825&utm_campaign=aud-dev&utm_medium=email&utm_term=WIR_Science&utm_content=WIR_Science_120825&bxid=67883001cdeb6340250c3d97&cndid=85787720&hasha=c9edd795ab58c731e64cc2832451a46d&hashb=92cd5a4e4f9a554757364e6cc6a52d8ff33f14ec&hashc=1e7f7a9239bb44f191dc979b8fe5e634e587dfe020b84a653d2040468a8b342b&esrc=bx_multi1st_science* There is an audio file available at the link A Fentanyl Vaccine Is About to Get Its First Major TestDec 3, 2025 ARMR Sciences of New York is trialing a vaccine in the Netherlands to protect against fentanyl-related overdose and death. Just a tiny amount of fentanyl, the equivalent of a few grains of sand, is enough to stop a person’s breathing. The synthetic opioid is tasteless, odorless, and invisible when mixed with other substances, and drug users are often unaware of its presence. PHOTO-ILLUSTRATION: WIRED STAFF; GETTY IMAGES:
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« Last post by Chip on December 07, 2025, 09:27:29 AM »
https://neurosciencenews.com/episodic-memory-change-30022/Why Memories Change: How the Brain Rewrites the PastDecember 5, 2025 Summary: A new review explores how episodic memories are formed, stored, and reshaped over time, revealing why our recollections of past events often change. Rather than functioning like fixed files, memories consist of multiple components that can lie dormant until triggered by environmental cues. When retrieved, these components blend with general knowledge, past experiences, and current context, creating updated versions of the original event. The findings help explain memory distortion and offer insights for mental health, learning, and legal settings where accuracy matters. Neuroscience News logo for mobile. This shows a head and a brain. A key part of the study focused on how the brain physically stores memories, highlighting the role of the hippocampus - a part of the brain that helps form and organise memories. Credit: Neuroscience News Why Memories Change: How the Brain Rewrites the Past FeaturedNeuroscience·December 5, 2025 Summary: A new review explores how episodic memories are formed, stored, and reshaped over time, revealing why our recollections of past events often change. Rather than functioning like fixed files, memories consist of multiple components that can lie dormant until triggered by environmental cues. When retrieved, these components blend with general knowledge, past experiences, and current context, creating updated versions of the original event. The findings help explain memory distortion and offer insights for mental health, learning, and legal settings where accuracy matters. Key Facts * Dynamic Memories: Episodic memories are continually updated, not stored as perfect copies. * Trigger-Based Recall: Hidden memory traces become conscious only when activated by cues. * Real-World Impact: Memory reshaping affects mental health, education, and legal decision-making. Source: University of East Anglia A study from the University of East Anglia is helping scientists better understand how our brains remember past events – and how those memories can change over time. A new paper published today explores episodic memory – the kind of memory we use to recall personal experiences like a birthday party or a holiday. The team say their work has important implications for mental health, education, and legal settings where memory plays a key role. The article continues at the source link above ...
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« Last post by smfadmin on December 04, 2025, 01:53:58 PM »
1,4-Butanediol (1,4-BDO) / GHB Overview and Urine-Analysis Key Points:- 1,4-BDO is metabolized in the body into GHB.
- Urine tests usually detect GHB, not 1,4-BDO itself.
- Detection times are short due to rapid metabolism.
Detection Windows| [th]Sample Type[/th][th]Detection Window[/th][th]Notes[/th] | | Urine (standard test) | ~6–12 hours | Most standard tests detect GHB shortly after use. | | Urine (sensitive forensic tests) | Up to 24 hours | Highly sensitive labs may detect metabolites longer. | | Blood / Plasma | ~1–4 hours | Very short; rapid metabolism to GHB. | | Hair | Up to 90 days | Can detect repeated or chronic use; single use detection less reliable. | Urine Clearance Timeline (Approximate)Time after ingestion → Likely Detection in Urine 0–2 hrs █████████████ Very high (recent use) 2–6 hrs ████████ High 6–12 hrs ████ Moderate → Low 12–24 hrs ██ Low → Rare >24 hrs ░ Usually undetectable
Effects of 1,4-BDO (Conceptual, Tolerance Considered)| [th]1,4-BDO Dose (mL)[/th][th]GHB Equivalent (g)[/th][th]Naïve User Effects[/th][th]High-Tolerance User Effects[/th][th]Risk Level[/th] | | 1–2 | 0.6–1.2 | Mild euphoria, relaxation, light sedation | Mild relaxation, slight euphoria | Low | | 3–4 | 1.8–2.4 | Strong euphoria, impaired coordination, nausea | Euphoria, relaxation, moderate sedation | Moderate | | 5–6 | 3–3.6 | Heavy sedation, risk of vomiting, blackouts | Strong euphoria, sedation, impaired motor skills | High | | 6.8 | ~4.1 | Very strong sedation, high risk of unconsciousness, vomiting, respiratory depression | Strong sedation, euphoria, risk of blackouts, still significant overdose potential | Very High | | 7–8 | 4.2–4.8 | Life-threatening overdose | Severe sedation, risk of unconsciousness, respiratory depression | Critical | Conceptual Risk Pattern (Traffic-Light System)🟢 LOW | Light psychoactive effects possible. Function mostly intact. 🟡 MODERATE | Clear intoxication. Impaired coordination, sedation. Judgment reduced. Higher chance of vomiting or blackouts. 🟠 HIGH | Heavy sedation. Major impairment, possible amnesia. Sleep-like states, difficult to wake. Danger increases massively with any combo (alcohol, benzos, opioids). 🔴 VERY HIGH | High risk of overdose. Loss of consciousness, irregular breathing. Vomiting while unconscious possible. Risk of respiratory depression. ⚫ CRITICAL | Severe overdose range. Slow or stopped breathing. Medical emergency—risk of coma or death.
Important Safety Notes- Even high-tolerance users remain at serious risk at higher doses.
- Effects onset: ~15–30 min, peak ~45–90 min, duration 2–4 h.
- Mixing with alcohol or other depressants greatly increases risk.
- Tolerance does not prevent respiratory depression or overdose.
Disclaimer: This post is for informational purposes only and does not provide instructions for use. 1,4-BDO/GHB use carries significant risk of serious injury or death.
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