Paranoid

[Griffin (OP)]

I am only a few weeks away from being off probation, and I get home and am chilling in my car and a cop just happens to be outside staring at me, in his car. I guess he drove away cause I went and got something out of my car and he was walking around outside my house just staring at me, and its 6 degrees out we got a ton of snow last night our first legit snow thus far, and hes been out there for a minute. I just feel like whats going to happen is what happened last time when I got arrested for the done dui when I only was a month away from being off.

I feel super paranoid, like first real anxiety i have had in a while, I am probably just tripping and just scared to do this all again. I just hope life goes on and when I get off I can stop feeling worried all the time but who knows. I haven't really noticed how depressed I have been, working full time has killed time quickly for me and these last few months i haven't been doing anything. I feel winters are usually like this for me and I perk back up when it warms up, maybe things will be better then.

[nick]

Just keep a low profile,but people who've been through the "justice" system tend to be always nervous around cops afterwards.

[Jega]

Take a deep breath. If they had just cause for an arrest today you wouldn't be here talking to us. Now as for the next few weeks ago, you're just a couple weeks away from being free. It may be worth considering actually trying to abide by as many laws (do not dui) as dutifully possible. It's only going to get rid of years of more anxiety and be far more worth it in the end. Keep your head up.

[Griffin (OP)]

I suppose I will always be a bit worried while I am on methadone, and driving jega so I am sure cops will always trip me out but your right if they were coming for me they would of got me right away. It was probably a slow day cause of the snow and he was probably bored and looking for something cause the 2 houses next to mine are vacant and I was the only car on the street in my neighborhood. Either way nothing came up of it, I chilled and didn't look out again, it was just weird for him to chill outside for 10 minutes and park his car away and walk to my house when its freezing outside with a foot of snow that hasn't been plowed or shoveled.

[6-mam]

So it was only like once? So he hasn't technically herassed you yet or anything?

If he starts coming by everyday and stalking you you'd better get that shot on video and report his ass.

He may be a rapist who happens to be a cop. It's hard for him to resist your sweet ass so watch out, one day he'll find a reason to get you on your knees in cuffs, but you won't be going downtown, you'll be going to pound town. Long dick style.