damn that is fucking horrible dude I really hope that you get off this shit, I got arrested for my done dui with less than a month left of probation so I got another 18 months. I will hopefully get off in january and i am praying I don't goto jail next week for lying to my PO about finishing my community service so I could visit my family. I am going to be so pissed if I have to kick in jail again next week and have my probation restarted and/or have to do a few months in jail or whatever I fucking hate the system!
PO's are such assholes, I would be pissed if the clinic fucked up my UA, since the only UA I have to take for probation is my monthly random at the MMT clinic which have to be observed now which is kind of annoying. Now I have to have my counselor observe all my UA's which luckily I got over my stage fright after I had to do them in front of someone every week after I first got arrested, but I still think its weird that its my counselor but he's is really cool so it could be worse.
I had to do my first observed UA in front of the girl nurse a few weeks ago, its always been a dude before. She is new and is my age mid to late 20s and very good looking so I was kind of nervous that I wouldn't be able to go but it wasn't a problem. Luckily, I still thought it was kind of fucked up that I had to do it in front of a chick though not that it matters or bothers me, it was just a bit embarrassing at the time.
I had to take a UA to start my DUI classes, and I told them I was on methadone for my assessment and then I made sure to write down I was on it on the form you fill out when you take it since the guy forgot to ask. Yesterday I come into do my class, and the head lady has me sit down in her office and wait for 5 minutes, and starts questioning me about my UA, and she seemed so butthurt that I wasn't going to get in trouble for "failing" my UA since I was on it legally and my PO knew, they are all out to get you I swear.
I really hope you get off paper and get this shit behind you how long have you been on probation? I am going to put in a motion to get off early if i odnt goto jail next week since its been a year, but I doubt they willl let me off. Oh well 7 more months to go then I am fucking done I hope I never have to deal with this shit again its so stressful, and aggravating. It just makes me feel like I have so much pent up anger and hate inside, it's gotten better with time but it hasn't been easy to feel like a fuck up with no rights and that the state is out to get you always.