What's "heaps" to one.... Is "cheaps" to another.
I've noticed that with 'Done, dosages are HIGHLY personal.
Like you Thoms, when I very first started going to MMT seriously (not just dropping in and out) I found myself up there @ 130mg within the exact time frame that it would take to reach that dosage with 10mg a week jumps.
Then, some shit happened with my ins. & I was forced into a feetox that left me at 90mg when I finally got that shit squared away.
It left me only slightly miserable for a week or so... Then I got used to the 90mg.
I also believe that seasonal changes (especially in a desert climate, with the extreme heat in the summer) speeds up my metabolism of the damn shit.
I'm wrecked by morning pain wise... I literally lay there not even wanting to move a single muscle. Like, I could just fuckin stay here for the duration.
But I wont feel really bad wd's until I'm at least 2 days in... And this is one of the MAJOR reasons I miss the old tyme days of Subs when I partook in them. Two days into wd from subs and you can totally push off and catch a great nod.
The ONLY thing that is gonna touch that MD wd... Is more fuckin MD. That, or a mallet over the dome piece.
Ime, I've gotta be on suicide watch misery status (roughly 2 weeks in) before H, M, Oxy, HM, etc etc etc is even gonna make an impact on my acute status.
I've been forced off before on the streets, and muscling the shit outta M and H kinda kept the RLS and maddening insomnia away.... But I was still a wet noodle for quite some time.
I dont know how I got off on this tangent... Sorry if I'm derailing the shit outs this thread.
But yeah man.... Fuckin love to hate my MD.