I'm an mama lover but can only very carefully indulge lest I set off an depersonalization, which can last 5 minutes or 3 months, you never know

Mephedrone was nice, almost "I can't believe it's not butter"
4-mec, ohmydog, railed some of this with the cutest girl and got crazy physical. Like rolling sex but I could get off.
Doi, doc, Dom have mild differences and durations.
Bromo dragonfly was intense but negative experience.
Used to be heavy into my research, hah.