My god my baby boy. My first born son. Your fathrrs name sake. Are you all right. I just wanted her to yell out.
The relief I felt when they took me away. I was hand chuffed. I dont know why the felt the need to hand cuff a 13 year old kid whos weight was about 95 pounds soaking wet. I was going to ARDC thats some sort of acronym for juvie.
I was hurt battered and raped. I had been gone for 30 days. These days a 13 yo disappears for 30 days there are amber alerts. You cant do that any more. It was a different time back then.
Still I felt such relief when they were taking me away. My little tiny body hurt, was battered bruised. Yet any thing was better then they yelling she would give me. Who knows she might have even smaked me. That had stoped when I got big enough to fight back, but who knows she might have built enough to beat the shit out of me one last time.
Im a 3rd named after my dad who was named after his dad. So I have to put a III behind my name, but thats all I hear from her,him,her,they,them. Is I, I, I, not ever you.
How the fuck does a 13 yo kid run away get raped in the ass. Yet only hear I,I,I. When they come home.
I,I,I sow my eyes shut. Close the lid of the coffin put plenty of nails in it to make sure the vampire cant get out. The I,I,I will finally have peace. At last peace. Not scared who will fuck your ashes. Who will live off of your trust fund.
Opioids why yes we have them. They will make your asshole stop hurting. They will make all the pain go away.
Warning,warning danger Will Rogers. Once you take them there are there to stay.
Knot in your stomic ?
Opioids
Pain in your eyes ?
Opioids
Back hurts
Opioids.
Wanna die?
Opioids.
Whos yor daddy ?
Opioids.
Who's your mommy ?
OPIOIDS.
Sun is shining everyone is gay. Its all lollys and fizzy drinks, but you your not happy ?
Opioids.
Questions about your sexulalty?
Opioids.
Half black, half white, half indian, half English knight ?
Opioids.
Cant figure out who you are ?
Opioids.
Lost on whtch way to go ?
OPIOIDS.
First world problems, oh boo whoo. For the anti hero ?
Opioids.
The flowers bleeds. Yet you dont know. They slit its throat.
So you csn drive down the block waiting for someone to holler yo.
I just want to die holding your hand