I agree with you z, but the difference here is the op wasn't dong dilly's or oc, or fent, he was taking 10mg hydrocodone, THAT is why I encouraged him not to take the plunge. That's going from high school junior varsity to the nfl. No college no minor leagues, straight to the big leagues.
And guts, I get where you're coming from, as in the choice is already made when they make the thread, but u have to look at what the dude is saying, I mean, he has no reason to lie, and frankly I would like to thank him for being so open with us as to the reason he called it off, I mean, admitting he was picturing his kids and the idea of losing them isn't an easy thing to do on a public forum esp being a newer member.
Props to u jake Frazier, for real.
Even if u are just prolonging the inevitable, I have to give u mad props for making that call.