well, crawled to walmart and got some lope, I was so sick 100mg gave me a slight buzz and some itching. Time to gradually reduce lope. I went over my ex-best friend's house here in the North East and told him about lope. He's a bi-polar pot head, he looked at me and told me I was crazy. wow, that was like a moment of clarity or something, this guy's bat shit crazy and he thinks taking lope is nuts. I think it's time to get sober and just deal with the pain.