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Title: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: gutterslut on September 30, 2015, 10:00:16 AM
I've passed out and probably overdosed many times but this time I actually went all the way. I've been clean for some time now with the exception of a few one time use relapses so I had no tolerance. I should've known to go easy because the powder was so light colored,  instead of the typical brown I see. I did the shot, felt a decent rush, and continued driving to my destination.  last thing I remember. they said I was passed out at a stop light,  foot on brake pedal, not responding and lips/ears blue. I woke up at the hospital,  on the ventilator,  and strapped to a bed. it should be a more shocking experience to me but I'm just glad to be typing this to you fine people. God was looking after me that day.
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: theSWPK on September 30, 2015, 10:15:37 AM
Oh man, wow. I'm glad you're here posting with us. If your ever in the situation to do dope with a similar tolerance, or lack thereof,  you should use a buddy system. I call a friend and ask them if they'd call an am ulance if I don't call back in 10 minutes and tell them my location and car description if I'm fixing in a parking lot near you.

Once again I'm glad you're here and OK.


Edit: What area of the nation are you in? Just curious what kind of dope you're getting? Crumbled tar powder or ecp?
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: gutterslut on September 30, 2015, 10:33:26 AM
"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: Anti-hero on September 30, 2015, 10:49:50 AM
"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words

More of agurment to end this stupid "DRUG WAR"
if you use you are a out cast.
No ryme or reason for that
I am glad you are safe
Please keep us updated
If you cant find a resonable using buddy
then find someone who you can call
Befor and after
Please try and keep your self safe
Iam kinda getting attached to you
selfish I know.

To many crazy fla people stories
and you are the ambasitdor

I know my spelling is fucked
but not as bad as you fla people

In all seriusness.
KEEP YOURSELF SAFE
we like you we really do
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: suboxstitute on September 30, 2015, 10:58:08 AM
"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words


So glad you're OK.  Understand secret using...   After this happened is it still a secret?  I've never had a real OD but when I was using heavily the husband found me passed out on my computer keyboard more than once . .   I'd nod right down... and have the "mark of the keyboard" on my forehead.   No denying it then.
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: gutterslut on September 30, 2015, 11:26:04 AM
"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words

More of agurment to end this stupid "DRUG WAR"
if you use you are a out cast.
No ryme or reason for that
I am glad you are safe
Please keep us updated
If you cant find a resonable using buddy
then find someone who you can call
Befor and after
Please try and keep your self safe
Iam kinda getting attached to you
selfish I know.

To many crazy fla people stories
and you are the ambasitdor

I know my spelling is fucked
but not as bad as you fla people

In all seriusness.
KEEP YOURSELF SAFE
we like you we really do

ayeee I appreciate your concern hun.  where are you from anyways? guess some place where white girls aren't overdosing at stop lights in the hood.

"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words


So glad you're OK.  Understand secret using...   After this happened is it still a secret?  I've never had a real OD but when I was using heavily the husband found me passed out on my computer keyboard more than once . .   I'd nod right down... and have the "mark of the keyboard" on my forehead.   No denying it then.

definitely no secret.  doctor called my mom and said I may have brain damage when I came out of it.
lol @ mark of the keyboard.  I seem to favor floors when I pass out.
- nice username btw
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: Anti-hero on September 30, 2015, 11:39:16 AM
"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words

More of agurment to end this stupid "DRUG WAR"
if you use you are a out cast.
No ryme or reason for that
I am glad you are safe
Please keep us updated
If you cant find a resonable using buddy
then find someone who you can call
Befor and after
Please try and keep your self safe
Iam kinda getting attached to you
selfish I know.

To many crazy fla people stories
and you are the ambasitdor

I know my spelling is fucked
but not as bad as you fla people

In all seriusness.
KEEP YOURSELF SAFE
we like you we really do

ayeee I appreciate your concern hun.  where are you from anyways? guess some place where white girls aren't overdosing at stop lights in the hood.

"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words


So glad you're OK.  Understand secret using...   After this happened is it still a secret?  I've never had a real OD but when I was using heavily the husband found me passed out on my computer keyboard more than once . .   I'd nod right down... and have the "mark of the keyboard" on my forehead.   No denying it then.

definitely no secret.  doctor called my mom and said I may have brain damage when I came out of it.
lol @ mark of the keyboard.  I seem to favor floors when I pass out.
- nice username btw

yea suboxatute is a great user name
thats what they should have names the drug

thats fucked up that the dr outed you like that
I mean didnt you already have brain damage
(thats what I heard ever since the day I was born)
great song.
I relly am glad you are safe
;D[size=36pt][color=beige][size=36pt]I AM REALLY GLAD YOU ARE SAFE[/size] RELLY GLAD YOU ARE SAFE[/color][/size]Wiki
Please note that every thing else I was kidding
thats how I handle
shockin news
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: puppy on September 30, 2015, 12:14:34 PM
Scary shit...so glad you're ok...sorry the damn dr outed you hope that doesn't cause too much trouble for you...
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: suboxstitute on September 30, 2015, 12:55:56 PM
So sorry you had to be outed to your mom; hope things are OK as possible given the circumstances.

Thanx for the warm fuzzies re: the user name.  :)    I joined my first "drug" board (opiophile) back in 2007 when I'd just started on subs. 
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: Spore on September 30, 2015, 09:14:26 PM
So glad your ok! I miss you.
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: gutterslut on September 30, 2015, 09:25:04 PM
yeah, sucks the doc had to scare her like that but she would've had to of been told anyways. the dope in Florida is much more potent than just 6+ months ago,  lesson learned.  thanks for all your kind words

spore - hit me up sometime
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: Sand and Water on September 30, 2015, 09:47:49 PM
Wow, so glad you came out of it with no brain damage--thats scary stuff. Hope the mom thing isn't too stressful or a big hassle. Please STAY safe now that you know its a lot more potent right now, ok?
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: Zoops on October 02, 2015, 01:53:24 AM
I had something similar happen once. Back in Summer '97 (before some o y'all was even BONE!), I bought a GHB "kit" off the internet. It arrived and I mixed up the two ingredients in my grandma's garage, diluted it to like 1 liter of solution. I figured I could take like 2 capfuls every dose.

Well, long story short, I ended up passed out at a stoplight in Arlington, VA, with a cop tapping on my window with his flashlight. I pulled up and off the side of the road, and got out. Sort of passed out on the curb waiting for the ambulance. They didn't find anything in my urine or blood, because a. They weren't looking for GHB, and b. GHB is metabolized in one's body just like alcohol - like a carbohydrate, into  water and CO2.

Had to lie to doctors for about five years after that shit, about taking seizure medicine and other shit, having forms signed by doctors and forwarded to DMV every six months. They thought it was a SEIZURE that I had had!

So yeah, I can relate.

Oh, and when I went to retrieve my car from the impound lot, the bottle of GHB was still in the backpack I had sitting on the back seat! Dumb motherfuckers. They could've had a case they might have been able write up for the "Annals of Drug Enforcement" or some shit, but no such luck for da police in that case.
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: St. Theresa on October 02, 2015, 02:24:12 AM
I had something similar happen once. Back in Summer '97 (before some o y'all was even BONE!), I bought a GHB "kit" off the internet. It arrived and I mixed up the two ingredients in my grandma's garage, diluted it to like 1 liter of solution. I figured I could take like 2 capfuls every dose.

Well, long story short, I ended up passed out at a stoplight in Arlington, VA, with a cop tapping on my window with his flashlight. I pulled up and off the side of the road, and got out. Sort of passed out on the curb waiting for the ambulance. They didn't find anything in my urine or blood, because a. They weren't looking for GHB, and b. GHB is metabolized in one's body just like alcohol - like a carbohydrate, into  water and CO2.

Had to lie to doctors for about five years after that shit, about taking seizure medicine and other shit, having forms signed by doctors and forwarded to DMV every six months. They thought it was a SEIZURE that I had had!

So yeah, I can relate.

Oh, and when I went to retrieve my car from the impound lot, the bottle of GHB was still in the backpack I had sitting on the back seat! Dumb motherfuckers. They could've had a case they might have been able write up for the "Annals of Drug Enforcement" or some shit, but no such luck for da police in that case.

Im sorry that happened zoops but I had to lol, cause that story is pretty damn funny. Only you, man. :P



Gutterslut...you've out done yourself. ...next time I'm in Florida we have to overdose together...:)


I'm just kidding people!!!
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: Chip on November 09, 2015, 10:52:14 PM
*bump*

a timely reminder of why you should buddy up (it could even be done by mobile phone and if you become unresponsive after a fat shot then your conversation partner can call 911 or 000 or whatever it be) or be very afraid !
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: neighbor on November 10, 2015, 02:11:57 AM
the foot still on the brake is classic.

my right foot has saved me while Ive been out before, just doin its thing til I come back around.

that foot saved you a car accident.
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: makita on November 10, 2015, 11:44:32 AM
If I ever get to the point where I have a lot of disposable income I'd like to start some kind of OD prevention hotline where you can have a drug sitter on the phone/skype with you to help talk you through stimulant or hallucinogen overdoses, and to call 911 if you become unresponsive.
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: Chip on November 10, 2015, 11:57:47 AM
If I ever get to the point where I have a lot of disposable income I'd like to start some kind of OD prevention hotline where you can have a drug sitter on the phone/skype with you to help talk you through stimulant or hallucinogen overdoses, and to call 911 if you become unresponsive.

that would work. i support that.
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: neighbor on November 13, 2015, 12:24:50 AM
great idea,

it'd make a great app.
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: Tainted on November 21, 2015, 03:21:58 AM
"now fixing in a parking lot near you" - hahaha love it. 

me using was supposed to be a secret, so I had no buddy to tell.  but next time, if there is one, will definitely have some kind of back up plan.

thanks for your words

Can always have someone from the site be your buddy system. Have someone on here either directly thru the forum or cell (any trading of contact info clearly must have happened in opiophile and not here since it's likely bannable) call for you if you don't respond to PM/text/call within ten minutes. Of course, it's hard to trust someone you only know online with your life, but it's certainly better than not having anyone at all looking out for you
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: skramamme on November 21, 2015, 05:58:53 AM
If I ever get to the point where I have a lot of disposable income I'd like to start some kind of OD prevention hotline where you can have a drug sitter on the phone/skype with you to help talk you through stimulant or hallucinogen overdoses, and to call 911 if you become unresponsive.

This is such a fantastic idea!
Title: Re: so I had my first real deal overdose
Post by: skramamme on November 21, 2015, 07:15:20 AM
BTW, glad you are safe. I am also a "secret user" and do worry that my habit of combining my various meds with the occasional use might just be the final nail eventually.
Stay safe <3
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