dopetalk
General => The Dream Club => Topic started by: Chip on May 23, 2018, 08:44:10 AM
-
(NEW BOARD)
i have plenty so i hope you do too.
jot down your suggestions here on how to inprove us and your wishes.
believe in Santa
-
Baby giraffes and an endless supply of dental floss.
That and good drugs.
Fuck the man, I love me some herron.
Love you Chips, hope you're doing good.
-
dreams as in sleep dreams? i get the night terrors if that counts. dreams as in wishes: wish i could find a house with a garage i could afford or a roomate to split one with. biggest dream is for me to get back to who i was before h, i had the world by the nuts. i feel like half the man i was. i see other people who've beat the needle & have full, rewarding lives & i just wonder why not me? i never touch my guitar, haven't drawn/painted anything for years, have no friends, just a pretty empty life.
-
yeah but Moe, you're one of best ones here.
i always enjoy reading everything you post ... and i'm sure things will change.
Personally, i have never been happier having given away the needle (and opiates) because i like having my own endorphins back.
i still have boxes of syringes, water, swabs and filters though. why ? just in case my friends need some.
the fact i became a drunk tweaker is another matter though but hey, i gotta have something to look forward too.
do you still use the needle ?
-
thanks chip, i appreciate that. yeah, when i do it's iv. maybe the sporatic use is what's holding me back. there's also stuff my psych says would help that i dont do like exercise & more socialization.
-
exercise ? i avoid it myself.
socializing ? only when i go clubbing or have to cop.
but all smart advice ... unfortunately us types tend to be solitary beings and that shit's the last thing we feel like doing.
still, it's definitely worth a try.
i'm a drinker like you and although i feel great at the time, i do and say things i regret later.
ahh ... what to do, yeah ? keep on trying i guess.
my Meth time safe unlocks in a few hours (plentiful and decent quality) so there is some GUARANTEED happiness right there. i highly recommend such a tool to try and keep a "lid" on things.
having things to look forward to really helps.
... and i love Mustangs too ☻ ... follow that passion with more determination if poss.