I wonder what other drugs you can access ... do they virtually give you any psychoactive substance if you beg them ?
@Objection, you should be able to access Xyrem (legal GHB) as sub-sleeping doses of GHB with 3 hourly top-ups are really damn nice and it has such synergy with and really potentates opiates and vice-versa.
REALLY NICE, IMHO !
Like you don't GAF about the addiction, right ? so I'd press for that most, myself. You'd have to start really low and titrate up so you don't stop breathing but it be worth it and safe as long as you stabilise on some opiate when you start it.
It also masks opiate withdrawals fabulously so you can go light on the Morphine, switch to Oxycodone and even ditch the 'done.
Low dose Methylphenidate (Ritalin) or Meth (Desoxyn) ... for when you need a pick-me-up ?
Other benzos like Midazolam or even Barbiturates like Pentobarbitone ?
Because they should open the dispensary for people like you, pending solid medical advice and monitoring.
Back to earth now, i'd DEFINITELY start with Xyrem and I'll bet you love your cocktail.
Do your research but trust me, it might be worth pushing for legal GHB. You'd obviously take it such that you get feeling groovy and NOT sleeping ...
Start here:
Hospice Care while taking Xyrem
https://treato.com/Xyrem,Hospice+Care/?a=s
the above link may not be of use but Zyrem can be prescribed in hospices so start developing a significant sleep disorder and you may get it ... what do you have to lose, except some credibility BUT a person in your situation deserves as much happiness as possible