Maybe I'll make a few posts about some of the crazier SHIT that's happened in my life around drugs. Posted a couple on the phile that over night caught a Ton of attention. Woke to something like 3 pages of posts responding.
Seems one thing people had a hard time believing was the amount of dope I had at the time. Was a little under a QP. (96-100gs) was picking up that amount every 2 weeks, for ball park $3000.. Scared the shit out of me every deal. Id be in my partners cAr while he did the deal in the guys car(was his connect we would both buy together to get a better deal), with a loaded gun, paranoid that they would Need to clean up lose ends someday, or just try to take us out for the money.
Was Someone whom I wanted as little interaction as possible with, after finding out his claimed connection of family over the boarder. First dealer I ever saw pull dope out of his infants diaper.
Turned out our connect was a highly praised political figure. Would run everyone's name who sold through him everyday to see if they were caught up. If they were, he would get them out of lock up and charges dropped on spot. Happened to my partner twice.
Somewhat surreal to me still. Lots of energy around drugs and money. fuels some crazy events. Thought about writing a book. Shit if BRANDON NOVAK can do it and become a New York Times best seller, I think I should def be able to pull that off, with far greater insight on recovery n using. Not the regurgitated rehab lines "life on life's terms" , "just one day at a time", "using drugs only results in jail, institutions or death". Lmao. Surface recovery. Which I guess can be helpful to someone whose never heard them before. But more is needed to get to the core issues. Fuckingg 12 step programs are usually the worst about the over using cheesy lines. Lets talk about the real SHIT, like how the founder of AA/NA said a crucial step to recovery is with LSD.
Needs a good title...a million little rabbit poops...but now everyone has an addiction story with crazy things that they went through. The worst are the people who say things like "I did more dope than all you combined, I was a piece of shit who would do anything for a hit, if I can get clean, anyone cAn!"
"Let's talk about some shit"-. An addiction memoirs by Mr.pooper.