You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login


You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login

Author Topic: No Meth ...  (Read 348 times)

Offline chipper (OP)

  • Server Admin
  • Founders
  • Hero Member
  • *****
  • Administrator
  • *****
  • Join Date: Dec 2014
  • Location: Australia
  • Posts: 4405
  • Reputation Power: 0
  • chipper has hidden their reputation power
  • Gender: Male
  • Last Login:Yesterday at 02:10:23 PM
No Meth ...
« on: March 18, 2017, 03:32:29 PM »
im into my 4th week without Meth.

I simply can't afford to lose sleep but I miss it so much and my using buddies.

still waiting for my energy to fully return but I'm glad I didn't use it every day for the last 5 years ... apart from the odd drink and some Phenibut, I'm on the straight and narrow.
Over 90% of all computer problems can be traced back to the interface between the keyboard and the chair !

Less is more

Offline chipper (OP)

  • Server Admin
  • Founders
  • Hero Member
  • *****
  • Administrator
  • *****
  • Join Date: Dec 2014
  • Location: Australia
  • Posts: 4405
  • Reputation Power: 0
  • chipper has hidden their reputation power
  • Gender: Male
  • Last Login:Yesterday at 02:10:23 PM
Re: No Meth ...
« Reply #1 on: April 09, 2017, 08:00:19 AM »
it's now been at least 7 weeks without Meth.

the cravings are subsiding but I keep dreaming about using. I somehow managed to find it in my dreams. I can't remember dreaming about Heroin so this shit really got under my skin like no other drug ever did.

but the good news is that I can now feel pleasure from the little things in life.

I never really appreciated just how much the drug was affecting my general state of mind.

don't mess with Meth if you are not prepared for a lengthy recovery period ... I imagine that if you use it for too long and go too hard that I'd would take years to feel the normal and natural pleasures in life.

... having said that, it would still be hard to turn it down if offered but my busy working schedule keeps me away from temptation.

there is life after Meth.
Over 90% of all computer problems can be traced back to the interface between the keyboard and the chair !

Less is more

Offline MoeMentim

  • Full Member
  • ***
  • Join Date: Nov 2015
  • Location:
  • Posts: 335
  • Reputation Power: 13
  • MoeMentim is new on the scene.
  • Last Login:Yesterday at 06:48:51 AM
  • Our Harm Reduction & Safe Using forum
Re: No Meth ...
« Reply #2 on: April 09, 2017, 11:29:38 PM »
congrats man

Offline 6-mam

  • Global Moderator
  • Full Member
  • ****
  • Join Date: Jul 2015
  • Location: Gay area
  • Posts: 286
  • Reputation Power: 0
  • 6-mam has hidden their reputation power
  • Gender: Male
  • Last Login:Today at 03:51:04 AM
  • The tea is verrrrry good.
Re: No Meth ...
« Reply #3 on: April 30, 2017, 11:40:59 AM »
Still clean chip?

Offline chipper (OP)

  • Server Admin
  • Founders
  • Hero Member
  • *****
  • Administrator
  • *****
  • Join Date: Dec 2014
  • Location: Australia
  • Posts: 4405
  • Reputation Power: 0
  • chipper has hidden their reputation power
  • Gender: Male
  • Last Login:Yesterday at 02:10:23 PM
Re: No Meth ...
« Reply #4 on: April 30, 2017, 01:28:38 PM »
I had a point and a half on my birthday and that was it.

I will never shelve it completely but it's just not part of my routine any more.

but worse still, now I'm gambling a bit ... addiction just seems to be something I can't escape.
Over 90% of all computer problems can be traced back to the interface between the keyboard and the chair !

Less is more

Offline Anti-hero

  • Next Level Idiot
  • Sr. Member
  • ****
  • Join Date: May 2015
  • Location:
  • Posts: 850
  • Reputation Power: 30
  • Anti-hero is working their way up.Anti-hero is working their way up.Anti-hero is working their way up.
  • Last Login:May 03, 2017, 08:47:07 PM
  • Can't get high or you will die or you'll die
    • Head don't give a shit
Re: No Meth ...
« Reply #5 on: May 01, 2017, 04:16:26 PM »
Man Chipper
You don't know
How glad I am to hear that and how much
I deeply care for you
That is one evil ride
Staying up for a week at a time
Every car is a cop
Sitting by the window
With a gun in your hand
Shooting at things that are not even there
The last time I did meth
I ruined my car
When the ammonia canister
Valve blew when I was trying to steal it.
Now all they got around here is that s
Shake and bake crap.
No more phsudophedrin (?sp)
But im not cooking up 6 grams of that to get back a maybe 75 % return
Shit thats just a days worth.
Scared to death
No reason why
Do one another
To get me by
Think about the things I said
Read the page it's cold and dead

Tags:
 


You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login


TERMS AND CONDITIONS

In no event will d&u or any person involved in creating, producing, or distributing site information be liable for any direct, indirect, incidental, punitive, special or consequential damages arising out of the use of or inability to use d&u. You agree to indemnify and hold harmless d&u, its domain founders, sponsors, maintainers, server administrators, volunteers and contributors from and against all liability, claims, damages, costs and expenses, including legal fees, that arise directly or indirectly from the use of any part of the d&u site.


TO USE THIS WEBSITE YOU MUST AGREE TO THE TERMS AND CONDITIONS ABOVE

You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login
You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login